当时只道是寻常

tmr is another day

yesterday(though had study time) i chatted with my mother online for 4 hours until my throat sore. I talked about a lot of stuff and i indeed felt better finally. HAHA distance makes beauty. Like many of students, i also quarrelled with my parents before i came but now it never happens!

It is really hard not to think too much about others comments or thoughts about yourself. Luckily, after a night’s sleep, i can always leave bad memories behind or at least let them fade a bit.

I shall always believe tmr is another day.

We shall have a fresh start.

And it is very good that other people criticize you. They are your saviors actually because they make you realize your faults and then you can improve yourself.

The one who can point to your nose and say out your mistakes are the one who really wants to help you.

They help you to develop yourself to grow up.

Yep, another grown-up

so it’s not a bad thing in after-thoughts.

abt juniors: we went to chuanyiping to eat hotpot instead.then MBS rooftop.

save some money finally~

they start their bridging course ald

everytime i see them i think of myself when i just came

then i realize it’s really my second home ald

i am already so familiar with here

and got things i will miss

like friendship like funny things like school like class like teachers

though i still may be desperate   sometimes

when i introduce to them

i feel like a singaporean==

as if living here for a long long time ald

blabbering my singlish

reading their blogs abt their feelings

then commenting  to defend these days the bad air quality is just accident

the sky here is always bright blue and clear

tell them the meals actually quite good

that the principal actually is doing good for the school

s’pore is very safe though there are terrrorism threat potential

oh~

diverted again

jiayou

and thanks for everyone’s 容忍宽让和理解

merci beacoup

why i was sad today

i did not know how it was blurted out but i just said

it’s none of ur business and go la

then nic was damn pissed off

shouted

ok ok u say not my business right

u smart right(ald walked very far and shouted)

bla bla bla(could not remember)

i was

petrified

i tried to comfort myself

however failed to do so

i was damn guilty

and tried to go apologize

but he walked away

it was the last thing i want to hear

ppl say ur good academic results with despise

as if it is the only thing i can do and proud of

it is what i hate to hear most

and it show me the thing i fear most

that

till

now

i am still isolated

as a foreigner

i am

still

not accepted by ppl around me

truly and fully

even after nearly a yr

1 month to go back to china

i know i shall not say that

and i never imagine

i would say that

i never mean that

i also don’t want to say that

it’s just i am always very fiery kind

though i look calm and maybe

stone-cold

however i have fiery temper

i want to do things as fast as possible

but i asked so many ppl

still could not form the so-called 3-ppl-group!

i always hate to form grp

nd in the morning

i told miss pan

i could not form a grp

nic was there listening

nd said u must take initiative

go find

who said i did not try to find?!!

nd those indifferent faces

as if watching a joke

as if they are also pissed off

now i m okay

haha

tonight still have formal dinner

can only wear my cheongsam lol

no dress ald

tmr is another day

nd i’m sorry for what i said

crazy for them who want to bring juniors to universal studio on weekend!

though i have always wanted to go

he who just like fun and squandering

will also drag ppl like me down

my pocket will be totally empty!!!

a random poem

a little flower blooming

the wind is blowing

oh

your tenderness

petals fall

the earth is silent

she sits there

waiting for her tea

lemonade with cream crackers

sunlight dashes through the window

she raises her hand

as if see those memories shinning

random

ok today our house quite failed though i think the cheers were quite good.

i think the red house is just deemed to be won. How can they divide classes like that.

House system made me think of harry potter, but theirs are much cooler than ours!

My juniors are going to have their bio tests today. Last year, many people even refused to take and just quitted. However, this year, all are going to take and they all cram like mad these days. cannot believe!

tmr got formal dinner again. end of year appreciation.

Staring at the date

oh i can start counting down for going home already.

this is so sad that i found i did not actually achieve many things.

i leave too many regrets

i lost too many chances

but it’s good that i realize

so that next year i can grab them

i wonder

if one day

i don’t want to go back any more

that means i lose a lot of things

even memory